Suicidal Relief

and I have nothing else to say
except I'm bursting at the seams
but that's okay because you are missing you too much

and you, want someone to say, that everything is perfect now
while outside it is raining faster than I can count

and I, am hiding from myself
but I got lost along the way and can't remember the way back to me
but that's ok

and I, stare at you with eyes, vacant to the core, everything is
missing now and I am sinking into abyss
I hold my hand up high, upon closer inspection my nails
are dirty and walk away and I smile

and I, will be here not much longer,
but I've already come to terms with it

and I, have nothing else to say
except I'm bursting at the seams
but that's okay

and you, can use what's left of me
to paint your feelings on the wall, you see

and I, will look down upon you
to see how quickly I am for-gott-en, in slow motion

and everything up here, is exactly where I left it at
and I can smile because I finally found myself

and I have nothing else to say
except I'm bursting at the seams
but that's ok because I finally let it out

A Very Complex Piece

Virtu,

The reading of this piece was a very complex exercise. What it said to me is that you have reached a point where you no longer care about continued survival. It's like you've thrown all of your cards in the middle and said do with me what you will. It saddened me to read this.

Life Ain't Great But It's What We have,

Pete

mr. vritue, mr.virtue what ever shall we do?

my heart brakes to read your writes and I cant help thinking your worth much more than drowning in this worlds sadness......I dont know if you took any of my advise from before and I made a promise.....I said that if that Book didnt comfort you then I would become a jew!...do u remember that?.....well my friend , please please please tell me that u found comfort whenever u read it ok?hehehe......chin up old pal....it'll be ok. u take care.peace.

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