Here I’m all along again, looking back at my childhood memories
Desperately try to absolved any wrongdoing of the past
But it seems lady luck was not on my winning side
No matter how eccentric or comprehensive a person’s life could be
Nothing can compare to my worse calamity
I’ve try to rehabilitate
I’ve try to so hard to enhance my attribute
But the harder I try the quicker I fall
Oh~ the enigma of life it self
We all need to take time to ponder about

Here I’m being sad again, but this time no one would comfort me
Like always I hide and cried in the shadow of darkness
Endless night without sleep, I soon become nocturnal of the dead
My fear, my sadness are my biggest antagonist
He who control the hearts should rule the mankind
But he who dominate the fear should become the king of the neither land

Where have I been all this time
Was my belief in all humanity turn sour?
I’ve lost so much and gain so little
I begin to think that I’m an agnostic
In the end, which ever charisma I obtain
I’ll only be expulsion again
Because I’m a ominous to all society

Don’t hate me for I’m not what you think I’m
But don’t ignore me either like I’m a no body
I hate you more then you hate me
But if you pushes me too hard
Gracefully, I might just bite my own tongue and drink my own blood