I didnt want to admit it,
It was easier to lie,
I hid the hurt and emptiness,
To smile instead of cry,
I didnt want to face the fact,
My life is full of pain,
I long to stop my bleeding heart,
And maybe smile again,
Cause I feel oh so forgotten,
So betrayed and so alone,
Without a trace of forgiveness,
No soul to call my own,
I didnt want to admit the fact,
I can not spread my wings,
My happiness has melted,
Into tears and other things,
It is hard for me to admit the fact,
My wishes have no home,
And return to the anguish,
Bow my head and cry alone