For you, Ashlee

What is wrong with you?
Why do you do this to me?
You promise me friendship,
then throw it to sea.

You kill all my hopes,
you crush all my dreams,
you tear me apart,
you break every seam.

Only you can do this,
only you have the power,
to totally destroy me,
make me fall lower each hour.

I don't see why you do,
or how you can,
do this to me,
you kill a man.

Now I have little,
left for my soul.
You destroyed all the rest
left me empty and cold.

Why can't you see,
what you have become?
A killing machine,
that blocks out my sun.

And yet, still I love you,
and more so each day.
I long to be near you,
and by your side stay.

My love for you blossoms,
each time you come near,
And the thought that you hate me,
brings to my heart, FEAR.

Life without you,
I cannot imagine.
A blank, endless world,
An fathomless chasm.