Shadows screaming at me from across the the land
The pain rips through my chest, my heart feels like sand
Still the nameless ones mock me with their perfection
The mirror I stand in front of faintly shows my reflection
Do I still exist on this fucked up earth?
Nobody seems to care if this one guy skipped his own birth
Still I carry on another day for hope of a saving breath
How much more longer can I last without resorting to death
If there is a god, how can you be so cruel?
Trusting in you will turn anybody into a fool
However, as the weight of life bends my knees I still come back to you
Lord please forgive me for ignoring, give me the strength to make it through